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"The shadow man The shadow man He's never far away He clings to me Though I can't see I hear the things he has to say The shadow man The shadow man I've known him all my life I think I'm free But there he'll be Wielding his hallowing knife The shadow man The shadow man His mist is all I see I'm lost inside Nowhere to hide because the he is in me."

I just want to be alone tonight, It might have been the darkest night. just give me some time for breathing, How can it be that my heart is still beating? Give me some time for thinking, Is it just me or are we sinking? Just a moment alone, I can feel this pain right to the bone. How can I erase these feelings? Knowing I wont be sleeping, Those words keep creeping. I cant help thinking, what where their meaning? I just want to be alone tonight, Some space for dreaming. Why cant these tears stop streaming? Why cant I just be screaming? How can you stop the bleeding? What can help me stop from seeing? Maybe, that was the meani

When I have lost my temper I have lost my reason, too. I'm never proud of anything which angrily I do. When I have Talked in anger and my cheeks were flaming red, I have always uttered something which I wish I hadn't said. In anger I have never done a kindly deed or wise, But many things for which I felt I should apologize. In looking back across my life, and all I've lost or made, I can't recall a single time when fury ever paid. So I struggle to be patient, for I've reached a wiser age; I do not want to do a thing or speak a word in rage. I have learned by sad experience that when my temper flies, I never do a worthy thing, a de